Wednesday, January 4, 2012

It gets harder everytime

Pryce left on Sunday night and I am really feeling it, it feels like this time it is so much worse. But maybe I had just forgotten what it was like the last time. But no, I am almost positive this is worse.
I think it is because I fully understand every piece of him being gone and how I have to start the countdown for the third time.. I cant believe we have sad goodbye three times already, and this is only the beginning. I am trying my best to stay positive but I feel as though the will power is not there.
Me and my best friend basically just had our fallout, the best fallout ever, no drama. Just realization that we don't speak and have basically moved on. I have no close friends which is a huge bummer and the person I felt closest too before is on a mission trip.
I need to stay positive though.
I might be getting a new job! That is positive. Ill let you know about it if I do. :]

1 comment:

  1. :( I'm sorry he's gone again. I feel like I was just reading that he was home. It sucks when they leave. Hopefully, next time you'll get him a little longer.