Wednesday, October 26, 2011


I have been making Coffee! Whoot! I LOVE making coffee, I like almost all of my co-workers. Really the only exception is someone who just hasn't caught on yet, and it is not really that I dislike him, but that he is annoying because I am always picking up his slack.
I LOVE being able to talk to people and be around people, I am probably the best out of all the new barista's (since it was a grand opening, we are all new) with people, I forgot how easily customer service came to me. I worked at Wendy's for a month and they were always threatening me that they'd put me in the Wendy's costume.. no thanks.
Previously, working with kids was so tiring and when I was working, it felt like FOREVER. Working as a barista the time flies by and really I think I am becoming a happier person. I think this is the happiest I have felt since before Pryce left. Not AS happy as I was when he was around but it really is helping me cope with him being so far away.
Although, he is feeling a little down lately.. :\ Which is really sucky because I am not there to make it better. I know it is just a phase that he is going through while getting use to being away from everyone.. But it is really saddening me! I feel it when he is down, I don't feel better until he feels better. I am gonna send him a care package here soon though. I am hoping it will help, I love him so much and I want him to stay strong x) I am sure he will be fine because he is strong. He is just so hard on himself, he expects himself to be perfect, no one is perfect!
I know he reads this! So hopefully he will read this one :]
So, how do you guys deal with your sailors/ soliders/ airman / marine when they are down? I am sure there is moments for all our military men? <3 Thanks everyone, I will try to catch up with everyone! :]

Saturday, October 22, 2011

Things I live by


This quote:
"Your time is limited, so don't waste it living someone else's life. Don't be trapped by dogma — which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others' opinions drown out your own inner voice. And most important, have the courage to follow your heart and intuition. They somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary." -Steve Jobs

Giving this quote to heartbroken friends:

"Watching you walk out of my life does not make me bitter or cynical about love. But rather makes me realize that if I wanted so much to be with the wrong person how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along."

(Self explanatory)-

Supporting the United States Navy:

My Kiwi: **at 3 weeks

Best Friend: 

I have been really busy, I will write and update on how work is going and stuff soon! I have a lot to tell you guys about. Hope everyone is well, THANKS for all the love on the last blog <3. 
 Working a ton, 23 hours in the past two days. WHEW. 

Friday, October 14, 2011


Just wanted everyone know that I am still alive ;] 
Just been running around doing stuff and what not. Being busy is a pain. I do not believe I mentioned the new layout, I am hoping that everyone likes it :]
Today, I though I'd add some visuals of things I have been doing.

Babysitting this little dude, that is Pryce's sisters cat (my kitty-babies brother): 

Braiding hair and taking to many pictures of myself with the top of my head cut out to hide my growing roots ;] I waiting to do my hair again til I can do my extensions:

Pryce found out his rate!!!!!!!!!!!! And it is what he wanted, although I wanted him to be an STS:

Taking pictures of my baby cat, WAY to many pictures of her.. although she is barely a baby anymore almost a half year old! :]

I hope everyone is doing well! I will try to catch up with you guys tonight!
Love, <3

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Thursday Link up #33

I have not listened to this song in awhile but I wanted  to share it 'cause it is so cute. :]

Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Kindle and nightmares

SO, I will start with my creepy nightmare, I will be vague on it since explaining it will require more back story. My life would be a whole book series if I tried to write it out. *rolls eyes* :p
Anyways, yes I had horrible nightmares about a person I am glad who has long left my life, and will never return. He was in my dream hurting people and this time around there was no way I was going to let it happen. So as you imagine it was a very dramatic dream. When everything got scary I hid myself in the bathroom and called Pryce to come save me and he did :]. My nightmares have reoccurring patterns since a very young age.
Reoccurring pattern #1: Missing a bus and being stuck at school for the night. I have dreamed of this since as long as I can remember. I would have no way of getting home and be lost and stuck.
Reoccurring pattern #2: Last nights nightmare was one of these, something horrible happens and I start trying to call people to come help me, this last dream was different because normally no one answers and I am once again stuck and alone.
Reoccurring pattern #3: I am just gonna group my terror nightmares all together, I am glad I don't have them anymore. They are hard to explain but scary as hecka.
But yes, this nightmare was important to me because it shows me how much I lean on Pryce. I did not even try to call anyone else, in my previous dreams I would call six or seven people and no one would answer, I was always dealing with things on my own. But now I have Pryce. My nightmares are not nearly as frequent as they use to be, I was surprised I had a reoccurring one. I really think my dreams mean something, they show me how a view the world.. deep down.
I am getting the Kindle Fire when it comes out, I am so excited. Pryce is paying for half of it as an early Christmas present, I am so excited. It is scratch resistant and has a dual core processor.
It is small and not as fancy as some, but I cant afford those and quite frankly this is all I need. Something to read with, check what I am following on blogger ;] , pull up bracelets hold scheduling stuff, ect. 
I am really excited. It comes out November 15th!! WOOT

Sunday, October 2, 2011

Cure for AIDS??

So, I first want to say that I have been pretty busy and have not been commenting on others blogs and posting that much! But I assure you I shall catch up when I have the time :]
So today has been a pretty dull day but these last few days I have been doing training for my new job at Peet's, not only do I have to do Peet's training but I also have to do Deli and Boar's Head training, which are long and not really my thing! I am not much of a meat person but I am being positive, the more I know the better!
Anyways, anyways, I was watching the Phillip Defranco Show (great great youtube channel) and he talked about how researchers just completed a year long test of a new vaccine to treat AIDS/HIV on HIV- free volunteers, 26 out of 30 volunteers it was successful! :O I am so amazed at science! Can you guys believe that their might be a real cure for AIDS/HIV right around the corner? That HIV/AIDS will be a thing of the past? Amazing, I am praying for this vaccine to be the one for the millions of people who are affected by this disease.
Here is a link to an article about it: AIDS/HIV Vaccine
Also, I was wondering how my followers found followers, it is very difficult because even when I comment on others blogs multiple times they still seem to ignore me. It is kind of annoying, I mean yes, I understand you are busy but still. :\ and then there is the fact that there is barely any bloggers that are going through the same things as me. I guess I have to remember I am here to blog not to get support. But sometimes, I think it would be a nice a luxury to make some friends. Sigh, I made a ton of support groups for my boot camp buddies and it really helped but I have been unable to find that outlet now that he is at a- school.
Anyways, it is late and I need to go to sleep. [: