Friday, December 30, 2011

Long time no see and surviving goodbyes

Pryce is here! That is really why I have not updated! I have been so busy hanging with Pryce, working and looking for a second job that I just put this on the back burner, but it is okay! Cause I am back ;]
Pryce leaves Sunday and I am sad as heck, but I have decided I am not gonna let it get to me as much as last time.. or at least I am gonna try not too.
These are the reasons why I need to be able to move on from it (and not cry myself to sleep every night):
1.) Pryce is doing something he really loves and it makes him happy, and therefor I need to do my best to be happy and supportive and I cant do that when I am a wreck.
2.) I am strong and need to work hard in life right now anyways, this hopefully includes school too and I am gonna keep busy and need my whole concentrations. Although Pryce would help me get through these things, I need to learn to be independent too.
3.) Life goes by pretty fast and I have this time where I am with my family and when I hopefully marry Pryce someday I wont be able to drive a few blocks to see them.
4.) I need to learn how to be away from him for future deployments.

2 comments:

  1. It took me a while to figure out how to voice being sad when chris was gone without making him feel bad about his job. It's a fine line but you'll get there :)
    Glad he is home!
    --Erinn

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  2. Sweet Kelsey! You are soooo strong and wise beyond your years!!!!

    Seperation is always hard, but a lot of it is mental. Keep believing in yourself and your relationship!!!!

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