Tuesday, October 4, 2011

Kindle and nightmares

SO, I will start with my creepy nightmare, I will be vague on it since explaining it will require more back story. My life would be a whole book series if I tried to write it out. *rolls eyes* :p
Anyways, yes I had horrible nightmares about a person I am glad who has long left my life, and will never return. He was in my dream hurting people and this time around there was no way I was going to let it happen. So as you imagine it was a very dramatic dream. When everything got scary I hid myself in the bathroom and called Pryce to come save me and he did :]. My nightmares have reoccurring patterns since a very young age.
Reoccurring pattern #1: Missing a bus and being stuck at school for the night. I have dreamed of this since as long as I can remember. I would have no way of getting home and be lost and stuck.
Reoccurring pattern #2: Last nights nightmare was one of these, something horrible happens and I start trying to call people to come help me, this last dream was different because normally no one answers and I am once again stuck and alone.
Reoccurring pattern #3: I am just gonna group my terror nightmares all together, I am glad I don't have them anymore. They are hard to explain but scary as hecka.
But yes, this nightmare was important to me because it shows me how much I lean on Pryce. I did not even try to call anyone else, in my previous dreams I would call six or seven people and no one would answer, I was always dealing with things on my own. But now I have Pryce. My nightmares are not nearly as frequent as they use to be, I was surprised I had a reoccurring one. I really think my dreams mean something, they show me how a view the world.. deep down.
I am getting the Kindle Fire when it comes out, I am so excited. Pryce is paying for half of it as an early Christmas present, I am so excited. It is scratch resistant and has a dual core processor.
It is small and not as fancy as some, but I cant afford those and quite frankly this is all I need. Something to read with, check what I am following on blogger ;] , pull up bracelets hold scheduling stuff, ect. 
I am really excited. It comes out November 15th!! WOOT


  1. I have had a reoccurring nightmare of at my wedding. In a long flowing white dress. We are on a yacht in the middle of the ocean. I fall over. No one can find me I can hear them calling me. I can't tell which way is up cause the water is so blue. The dress is caught in between my legs and I can't swim. I don't feel panicked and don't feel like I am loosing air. I am calm. I have this dream off and on. So I ruled out boats for my wedding lol

  2. Thank you for the birthday wishes! So jealous you're getting that kindle! My boyfriend is buying me a kindle for my birthday, but I think I'm gonna go for the older model. I just spent a lot of money fixing my macbook so I can't justify the extra spending ;) Looking forward to reading more of your blog!